Comments on: I’m not mad at my pain! http://maribelskidneystory.com/home/2008/02/28/im-not-mad-at-my-pain/ "A Life Saving Journey" Fri, 16 Apr 2010 23:29:57 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 By: Tanisha http://maribelskidneystory.com/home/2008/02/28/im-not-mad-at-my-pain/comment-page-1/#comment-14 Tanisha Fri, 21 Nov 2008 17:12:27 +0000 http://maribelskidneystory.com/home/2008/02/28/im-not-mad-at-my-pain/#comment-14 I had to laugh at this. Your story is my story. Just to see the mirage image brings laughter & encouragement to me. Its funny, recently i have been meditating on Mark 5 & Luke 7. And i was questioning if i was totally depending on God as much as i surf the Net looking for someone to say they have cure for renal failure. I too have invested in herbal remedys. The money i have spent is ridiculous. I have had challenges in life that have drawn me to God. But this challenge(renal Failure) was close to pushing me away. I became bitter, angry& easily frustrated. My prayer life and study time suffered. I was in church but numb. Being on Dialysis has really made do some self examination and really look at who God is. This experence is making me better, even though i'm ready to be done with diaylsis like yesterday :) I thank God for web sites like this, as well as encouraging family & friends. It makes you want to fight harder to stay in this race. Be Bless and Expect a Miracle, Tanisha I had to laugh at this. Your story is my story. Just to see the mirage image brings laughter & encouragement to me. Its funny, recently i have been meditating on Mark 5 & Luke 7. And i was questioning if i was totally depending on God as much as i surf the Net looking for someone to say they have cure for renal failure. I too have invested in herbal remedys. The money i have spent is ridiculous.
I have had challenges in life that have drawn me to God. But this challenge(renal Failure) was close to pushing me away. I became bitter, angry& easily frustrated. My prayer life and study time suffered. I was in church but numb.
Being on Dialysis has really made do some self examination and really look at who God is. This experence is making me better, even though i’m ready to be done with diaylsis like yesterday :)
I thank God for web sites like this, as well as encouraging family & friends. It makes you want to fight harder to stay in this race.

Be Bless and Expect a Miracle,
Tanisha

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